I am broken

I have so many ideas bouncing around in my head. I have intentions of writing about my parents and Kerry, Amy, Taylor and Sammy. But I have no motivation to do anything.

Lately the pain has become unbearable. I cry every time I drive. Every time I listen to the radio, I woke myself up crying yesterday.

I miss Kenzie so much. When I sleep I can see her and laugh with her and I feel whole. But I always have to wake up. It hurts to be awake.