Actions Speak Louder Than Words

Okay, I’m going to start this out by saying that I love Erika. I feel like we have been through so much that we are pretty much family. I absolutely care about her. Absolutely. I am not mad at her at all. AT ALL.

I can put myself in Erika’s family’s shoes. If Kenzie had been the driver and Erika got hurt then I wouldn’t want anyone to be mean to Kenzie. I know she would already be devastated. It would be my job to let her know that she is surrounded with love. I want both girls to know they are loved. No one came out of this situation with their life. Everybody’s lives changed on July 11^th.

 No one came out with their whole heart. I don’t blame Erika for what happened to Kenzie. I’m trying to just accept it as what it is.

This blog is about what I feel. I haven’t held back yet, and I feel that it would be unfair for me to start doing that now.

I am disappointed in Erika. Not because she was driving too fast, all kids do that. I’m disappointed because I know if it were me or any of my friends in her position, we would be out there fundraising and doing anything we can. I think Erika is so afraid of what people think that she isn’t doing anything at all. She doesn’t want to make anyone mad.  I know everyone deals with things differently, but I just had different expectations.

Actions speak louder than words. All I have to say is that I haven’t seen a lot of action.